my first training class is over and went well. there were a lot of people there! i looked around the room and thought to myself. "am i the only one in here who has actually had an abortion?" i did not feel comfortable enough to share my story with anyone. but there was a wonderful lady there who works at the center. she shared her story. it was not my story but the pain is the same. it encouraged me. i cried. god held me up. satan tried to distract me. there was a lady there that did her cross stitch the whole class. i thought--why are you here. but i realized that she was just that. a distraction,. god had brought me there and he was with me. the class was excellent. there are 4 more to go. my husband and i talked that evening. for once i did not cry when we talked about it, i felt many people praying for me that day. today at church a couple of the women in my wed nite class asked me how my class went . they said they were praying for me. i did not tell them what kind of class i was going to. maybe one day i will havae the courage to tell they why. but my husband's family goes to our church and they do not know. i need to pray and ask god what to do about that. you know i;'m thinking why bring it uyp now. for my healing?
thank you for thosse who read my story.
it helps to write it out. please continue to pray for gods guidance and strength and for healing.
god's love has never let me down.