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Subject: A Last Letter
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SwedeUser is Offline

Posts:25

09/24/2008 6:29 PM  

My Dear Children,

The day has arrived for me to let you go.  I have not wanted this day to come for obvious reasons, but I have been waiting for it for so many years.  The sun is shining brightly this morning, and the sky is crystal clear; just the kind of day that makes the earth look happy.

This is going to be my last letter to you.  Not because I don’t want to write to you, but because in saying good bye, I need to close the door behind that keeps me in this prison and cross the bridge to a new life, one without regrets and without sorrow over you.  One that rejoices in knowing that you were, even for a few brief moments, lives that had meaning, purpose.  Lives that will not be forgotten but will be remembered with joy rather than shame, guilt and sorrow.  I want that so badly, and I’m sure that you would want it to be that way as well.

I wish that I could share with you the joys of earthly childhood; the meaning of a mommy wiping a tear, or the feeling of climbing into a welcoming lap when the world has beaten you down.  I wish that I could see your faces, and hear your voices.  But it was not meant to be in this lifetime.  I can look forward to seeing you, hearing you, holding you, knowing you in the kingdom of Heaven!  The anticipation is great, but please know that the love is greater.  The love that keeps me right where I am, giving to the little girl God has given me all the things I would give to you, but knowing that she is not you, and you are waiting for me!  In her, I will continue to see you, and through loving her, I will be loving you.  She is my purpose, and a gift from the God that loves and cares for you.

I know that letting go of you is not going to be easy.  I know that there will be tears.  But I also know that when I have really let you go to the One who created you and loves you more than I can fathom, I will be free to cross over the bridge to a better place in my own life.

Please know that this is a bitter sweet day for me, one that will not be forgotten, just as you are not forgotten.

Love, Mommy

September 20, 2008

dizzyscorpioUser is Offline

Posts:2

10/03/2008 6:35 PM  
I will never forget what I have done.
I will always suffer for my baby.
I will endure all this pain and judgement thats upon me.
I will always know my sin.
I will always know my foolish choice.
I will live to suffer for the sake of love.
The guilt that lays upon me shall stay with me until death divides my mistakes & insanity.
My child will never be forgotten & shall be REBORN with love and joy, by my request.
I shall accept my wrongfullness for this life, I have learned a brutal lesson.
I will never ever make a choice of evil, ever again.
I vow to you Prime Creator that I will continue my life in sorrow and rememberance of my wicked actions for the love I truly had.
I vow to you Almighty, that I am not evil.
I vow to myself that I will accept my mistakes and forgive that evil came upon me.
I can only believe that when you take me in death, my pain will be known to you and only then will I truly be healed.
I thank you for the strength and loving energy you release, for these are evil times.
In my darkest hour I express my soul in its suffer. For this we did not intend.

Odyseius is his name.
LittleOneUser is Offline

Posts:37

10/03/2008 8:23 PM  
Isaiah 61 NIV: The Year of the LORD's Favor
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Is.%2061&version=31

1 The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners, [a]
2 to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor
and the day of vengeance of our God,
to comfort all who mourn,

3 and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.

4 They will rebuild the ancient ruins
and restore the places long devastated;
they will renew the ruined cities
that have been devastated for generations.

5 Aliens will shepherd your flocks;
foreigners will work your fields and vineyards.

6 And you will be called priests of the LORD,
you will be named ministers of our God.
You will feed on the wealth of nations,
and in their riches you will boast.

7 Instead of their shame
my people will receive a double portion,
and instead of disgrace
they will rejoice in their inheritance;
and so they will inherit a double portion in their land,
and everlasting joy will be theirs.

8 "For I, the LORD, love justice;
I hate robbery and iniquity.
In my faithfulness I will reward them
and make an everlasting covenant with them.

9 Their descendants will be known among the nations
and their offspring among the peoples.
All who see them will acknowledge
that they are a people the LORD has blessed."

10 I delight greatly in the LORD;
my soul rejoices in my God.
For he has clothed me with garments of salvation
and arrayed me in a robe of righteousness,
as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest,
and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.

11 For as the soil makes the sprout come up
and a garden causes seeds to grow,
so the Sovereign LORD will make righteousness and praise
spring up before all nations.

Luke 4 NIV: Jesus Rejected at Nazareth

14 Jesus returned to Galilee in the power of the Spirit, and news about him spread through the whole countryside.

15 He taught in their synagogues, and everyone praised him.

16 He went to Nazareth, where he had been brought up, and on the Sabbath day he went into the synagogue, as was his custom. And he stood up to read.

17 The scroll of the prophet Isaiah was handed to him. Unrolling it, he found the place where it is written:

18 "The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to release the oppressed,

19 to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor."[e]

20 Then he rolled up the scroll, gave it back to the attendant and sat down. The eyes of everyone in the synagogue were fastened on him,

21 and he began by saying to them, "Today this scripture is fulfilled in your hearing."

My Jehovah-Rapha (God My Healer) - Jesus Christ (Yeshua HaMaschiah) has healed me.

The words I used to say of myself were these:

Murderess
Selfish
Guilty
Dirty
Stained
Abandoned
Disposable

These no longer apply: In Him, these are the words I say of myself:

I am an adopted daughter of the King--a child by spiritual adoption in Jesus Christ thru the power of the Holy Spirit

I am forgiven & set free...

TETELESTAI! (Because of His cry on the cross of "It is finished!!" my sin debt is PAID IN FULL!)

I am a new creation (Kainos Ktisis)...

I have been created for a purpose...And I will live out that purpose...

I will see my children one day when I am reunited w/ them on that great & glorious day...Because of what He did for me....

I hope that one day, you, too, will know that as well...

Hillsong: Mighty to Save
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXCAhKDZRlo

...Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. (Php. 3:13-14 NIV)
PattyUser is Offline

Posts:49

10/08/2008 7:10 AM  

Little one,

Thanks for my new word, TETELESTAI. I had to internet surfin for addtional information about the word. It made my day.

Patty 

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